Haaaaaay. I had to open my metal braced mouth pa kasi. I can't can't can't believe it. Okay, so I'm going to make kwento but i'm going to be vague about it...

So during IW I told *hits head against a SOFT wall* my BFF that I was squishin'. Okay. Normal enough. Every female aged 0-infinity is capable of having a squish. It's our right as human beings. Okay, so going back, I told her. Only I didn't tell her who. (Duh. That would be my ticket to humiliation nation. Haha!) But she got soooooooo kulit about it and started ticking off random names of dudes who she thought I was squishing on. I was getting really paranoid since, malamang, maraming tao sa IW area and I was afraid that someone (who might be a danger) would hear.  

I just HAD to throw her off track. So...I told a little white lie. BEAVER-DAM-IT. Well...the reason why I didn't tell her who exactly, was because 1) I wasn't sure if it was a true blue, valid squish 2) I wasn't sure if I was squishing just for the sake of it or because I really do like the dude. (It is in my nature to first find out if I actually genuinely like someone before declaring a squish. I get embarrassed and irritated at myself if I find out later on that I was squishing because of the lamest reasons and not because I really really really...well you get the point.)

Soooooo....the original squishee (someone you squish on) remains a secret, and I'm not telling until I know it's a real squish, a real genuine one, or until I'm over it. But I don't know because aggghhh! I get *shudder* kilig and it's soooooooo embarrassing! Oh please, ice cream truck fall on me now. NO DON'T! Ice cream nalang so I'll survive and in the process, become a totally sweeter person. Haha. There.

I apologize to my bff for leaving you hanging---or rather leaving you with a teeny white lie. I can't tell! Yet. But....one thing is for beaver-dam sure. I do not like-like (how gradeschool is that? ) the dude I told you I was "squishing" on because the dude's just a really good friend. So, my real squish remains to be shh-shh.

bff, I'm so going to tell you. Someday. hee-hee friggin tee.